lets start everything with yesterday...
Was quite a fun day.
did not really attend lesson.
was very busy preparing for camp.
then when get ack result book.
BAM!
got a very lousy position.
i was damn freaking sad and depressed.
was like ,good bye hopes and dreams.
then miss lim say the ranking do not have the weightage calculation thingy...
then i was a bit relaxed.
there was still a slight hope for an 8 sunject class next year.

then i went down for the last camp prep b4 camp.
everyone was discussing ranking.
then i freaking emoed.
i was very very very very sad.
i just knew i was going to die the next day ( today )
then went for camp.

THE CAMP
was okay la.
not as strict as i had expected.
(even tough there were still punishments and stand by bunk)
night walk was fun, helped me relaxed on my studies problems.

next day of camp was OKAY.
our 2 hour sec 2 activity changed to 45 mins.
lol very short?
haha
then after break camp go mac.
laughed like crazy becuz of aziz,recalling the camp scenes.
went back home by car(my father picked me up )
went to my room.
slacked.
then played computer.
mom called.
she told me once my father and her came back want see report book.
then freaking EMO like hell.
wanted to express my feelings , but noone was at home.
so blogged.

WARNING: so if you see me out of counicill, its due to my freaking results.(parents decision)
i knew i could have done MUCH MUCH better, but i would amit, i used too much time in council.
now i am very very very stressed i wont get ATLEAST in 3-3, an 8 subject class. if i go to a 7 subject class, i can confirm you, i would be forced to quit council because of my results.

Oh yar btw, after seeing my results, maybe i wont be able to use the comm anymore, so this blogg is possible to die..
hais

current mood : nervous parents will hit/ force me out of council