Hi , bye.

haha. felt like blogging today.
have been reading my previous posts.

ignoring the bad grammar, i began to see the little transisions of my life.
i used to be carefree.
now i worry for the little minor things.
oh how being a coordinator of a batch can change you.

nowadays the stress is really getting to me.
i feel guilty for not studying.
but the weird thing is i dont wana study.
once i get myself to the study room,
i ll only study for 20 mins then GIVEUP.
oh how i hate that feeling.....

hmph, how i envy people with tuition.
dont get me rong.
i dont really like studying but this guilt of not studying really bothers me.
and yet i still can play the com.
WTH!

agrh!
i always promise myself to study after 7
then after 8
then after 9
before you know it, i would be fast asleep.
then i would go to school.
absorbs whatever the teacher is teaching.
feel streess.
feel the guilt
then repeat the whole procees yet again.


Well from my previous post, 'o' levels sucks.
the sudden guilt sucks
the stress sucks
everything sucks.
ARGH!

time sure has fly.
i still remember my first day at jss.
haha.
damn it.
if only i could slow things down alittle.
should have enjoyed secondary school life while it lasted.
haix.

Now its all ,tys and exam papers and revision for me ( even though i havent honestly started XD)

How i wished things can just go slower.

'o' levels sucks.
It really does.

how i wished i had studied for PSLE.
could have gone into a school like ACSI.
Could have just skipped the bloody 'o' levels.
but yet again, i have to take my 'a's then.
hmmm.

ZzZz

Today started out very slopishly.
Wanted to head out to chem extra lesson.
But my bed was too irresistable.
Slept pass the initial waking time of 7.00am to waking up at 9.00am.
Oh how i love sleeping ~

After waking up i got myself ready to go to the market.
My mum had asked me to buy some stuff.
Hurriedly bought the stuff and rushed home.

After putting on my uniform i rushed to school.
The explorers gathering was the reason i went to school.
We were promised a barbeque.
I was incharged of buying the fried rice for the main course of the barbeque.

After reaching school, i placed the REALLY HEAVY barbeque stuff to the SC room.
Found Weikang there sitting and playing Mark's PSP.
I decided to sit next to him and waited for time to pass.
I was basically doing nothing from 10.00am to 11.00am.
After that i went to eat lunch with shirmaine, wekinag and dingfeng at the canteen.
Found Tiara and Tasnim there~

After meeting up with Aziz, we headed for 399 to buy the fried rice and go for prayers.
In the middle of the journey, the rain started to pour REALLY HEAVILY.
We were stuck in a shelter WITHOUT an umbrella.
THE HORROR.
As time was passing by quickly, we decided to just run in the rain.
We ran.
We reached 399.
We were drenched.

We then hurriedly went to fork and spoon.
There we found Abdullah , K.nizam and Kurniawan.
They were eating.

Ordered the fried rice.
$24 dollars in total .
The stall vendor was kind enough to lend us her umbrella for us to reach the mosque.

Prayed.
Collected the Fried Rice.
RETURNED THE UMBRELLA.

After collecting the fried rice, we decided to wait for the rain to settle down.
So we sat there at fork and spoon for our lunch.
Aziz ordered yet ANOTHER fried rice.
I bought iced grass jelly . (i think)
It was a mistake buying the grass jelly.
I was shivering like hell after finishing it.

As the rain was settling down,
we set off to return to school.
And guess what;
IT STARTED TO RAIN AGAIN.
REGRETTED RETURNING THE UMBRELLA!
So thus we walked in the rain AGAIN.

I was drenched.
Aziz was drenched.
The rice was not.

Left Aziz in the SC room and went to see what was happening at the barbeque pit.
It was a disaster.
It was raining and thus barbequeing was not possible.
I asked Arivindd how we were to manage the situation.
He answered me by telling me to create a street soccer court at the canteen.
I was stunned.
So what did i do;
I went in the lab to join jiajun and Engleng.

We were discussing strategies for competitions.
We were then disrupted by an angry arivindd whom wanted a soccer court at the canteen.
So we headed to the canteen to start making the street soccer court.

I was about to start when Zihan came and asked me about the food situation.
I brought him to Arivindd .
Arivindd Did'nt know the solution then.
So , we had to think on the spot.
We then thought of a solution.
We were to buy an aluminium container and have an 'indoor' barbeque pit.
It was ingenius.

So, me and Zihan went to shen siong to buy the stuff.
WE RODE ON ZIHAN'S BIKE!
i love riding on bikes~

Reached school and it stopped raining.
WTH!
Called for Ms lam and asked about the situation.
She told us to barbeque at the proper barbeque pit.
So we went there to start the fire.

We placed the charcoal on the Aluminium container and started the fire.
We had 2 containers.
One was managed by Me and jiajun while the other was managed by eng leng and arivindd.
We competed to see who could start a barbeque pit the fastest.

THEN GUESS WHAT HAPPENED;
It rain yet AGAIN.
As, the containers were portable, we shifted the barbeque pit to the area near the volleyballcourt.
We then started the barbeque pit and cooked the food.

After eating quite a number of food, i went to play EXPLORERS version of street soccer.
OH the fun we had~
It was damn fun.
The seniors(LONG PANTS) VS the juniors (SHORT PANTS).
It was a solid 1.30 hours worth of entertainment.

After playing, we packed and had our debrief.
THEN went home.
Then rested.
Then blogged.

Today was an enjoyable day , thanks explorers~!

INDUCTION WAS A BLAST.

Literally.
it started going downhill but later on, it sky-rocketed like nobodys business.

Overall i think im quite a nice instructor.
i gave punishments here are there.
shouted here and there.
gave campers the 'im dissapointed in you ' talk here and there.
but nonetheless , i closed my eye to some of the minor stuff.
(e.g. badge not perfectly parellel to sch logo, socks not 5 fingers from the shoe, hair not slope all over , bags not perfectly standardise, Flags not in 3d etc)

I really enjoyed this camp.
Wished someone took pictures though.

P.S i know my post is late





Daily statement : I regret my descision at the start. now im living with the consequences.

Maybe it was a mistake joining council.
Or yet again maybe it wasnt.

Things tend to change with the slightest actions you do.
Come to think of it , my circle of friends have been changing quite abit.
Do your actions really make a difference in what you are?
Ive been observing this quite abit.
A simple smile can cause a lifetime of friendship.
A single irratation can cause unfriendly bonds to appear.
But nonetheless this things can change quite istantanouesly .

Try to think before you make your decisions.
It will make a whole lot of difference.

And whats with me being so random about all these things?
Honestly , i dont know.
But i hope these few words will help you in whatever problems you may encounter.
It did for me.

- A lesson to remember , by Muhd Zulfadhli Bin Abdul Manaf

Been neglecting my blog lately.
Its either i am too busy or too lazy to post.

In the next two weeks competition is going to start.
Who knew aiming for championship is going to be so hard.
Haix, is our goal too unrealistic?

Anws,changed my blog song.
its a pretty old song sung by aliff aziz ( anugerah winner).
here are the lyrics :
Masaku teringat akan dirimu
Ada sesuatu begitu mengganggu
Diam-diam aku menyukaimu
Bermimpi bila kau jadi milikku

Jauh di dasar hatiku
Inginku ku teriak…
Aku cinta kamu!

Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan

Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus
Cerita berakhir tak senang

Aku tahu akan sulit bagiku
Mencari-cari pengganti dirimu
Tapi bagi lelaki macam aku
Tak mau berakhir kerna begitu

Jauh di dasar hatiku
Inginku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!

Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan

Dan bukan gayaku rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus
Cerita berakhir tak senang

Tak mungkin, tak mungkin
Aku menyerah hanya kerna tak dapatkan kamu
Meski jauh di dasar hatiku
Ingin ku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!

Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan

Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus cerita berakhir tak senang

Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunyaTertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan
Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus
Cerita berakhir tak senang…Cerita berakhir tak senang…